i pretend that im happy, but im not, i feel lost and lonely and sad, even with a pretty smile on my face and a lot of people in my life, but i believe somehow in the fact, that not everybody belongs somewhere, some people are just lost.im one of them and i cant take it that much longer.

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We all have one guy that we wake up in the morning for, put makeup on for, dress our best for, and smile out of nowhere for. Whether we see him or not, we do this. Because you never know, he could be right around the corner.
— (via eletheowl)

arcticalex:

 While in town on tour, Alex Turner and the Arctic Monkeys had some custom work done with Atlantis Motor Garage. They were a cool batch of English ‘blokes’ . They also shopped for accessories too.

arcticalex:

 While in town on tour, Alex Turner and the Arctic Monkeys had some custom work done with Atlantis Motor Garage. They were a cool batch of English ‘blokes’ . They also shopped for accessories too.

(via fuckyeaharcticmonkeys)

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When reality kicks in.

When reality kicks in.

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Love comes when the manipulation stops; when you think more about him than his reaction to you and when you dare to reveal yourself fully, when you dare to be vulnerable.
— (via eletheowl)

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u know i know how

wow. after so long. i should start rambling here again :) soon, perhaps hehehe.

people can say whatever they want about you. but i know you best, and i will always love you lil brother :)

people can say whatever they want about you. but i know you best, and i will always love you lil brother :)

O for Oscar

as i’m typing this, my eye is twitching like non freaking stop. and mama used to tell me that if your eye twitches means you’re going to meet someone you’ve not seen for a very long time. hmmm ya right.

anyways, so long since ive had a proper update. ive been too lazy and tired to update coz by the time i come back from work, i’ll shower, eat, call fareez and go to sleep. everyday also like that. like too tired to even go out and have dinner dates with whoever also. jeez.

work is stressing me out only whenever i have to sit in the office. it’s like everyday i go to work and want to hurry finish up my stuff in the office and hurry go to my kids. i mean it’s like no matter how annoying the kids are, however frustrated i get when they are really naughty, at the end of the day, i still go home smiling coz they make my day. but when the finance dept is chasing after me, i will sit in front of the computer and look at the whole school’s finances and fees and this and that and i will just go crazy. and the thing is, i have access to confidential things in the centre so it’s like omg damn it. it’s like everything has to be done so tediously coz it’s very important and private and this and that. ARGH.

but! on a brighter note, i got to meet ayu and bai for awhile after work ysday. and today im meeting them again so like YAYYYYYYYYY! im so excited im gg to wear the pretty dress they bought me for my bday hehe. i have no time to go shopping nowadays that ive been shopping online and my father thinks im crazy because like everyday i go atm and make transfer payments. but then today’s saturday weehee im gg to go dorothy perks, zara and mango and buy the whole store later. k best. 

toodles :)